discombobulated

I. Can't. Concentrate. It's. Getting. Ridiculous.

I mean, what the fuck is going on with my brain? I literally can't stick to one thing for more than three minutes. I'm not getting any work done (granted, I made a list and there's almost nothing on it for me to do...but then again, maybe i'm just ignoring something really important?). Ugh. I hate days like this. Actually, this day seems to just be a continuation of last week. Last week had no focus, no real meaning. Today, at least after 7:20 am when I left W's place, also has no focus or meaning. All I've done is write hackneyed sentences for a project description, gone through the email, did my time sheet for last week (a total sham, by the way) and wrote that short list of things to do. And I've been here for 3 hours now.

Perhaps I *can* attribute some of this behavior to the fact that I've been thinking a lot about whether or not I want to change jobs. But then into what? Stay in this industry? Move to another? Go back to school? Ask for more vacation so I can take crazy days? Move to the east coast? Become a beach bum?