transitioning

It seems, suddenly, that I am in the process of transitioning someone out of my life. It has come up in a manner that I never expected or planned for. It feels spontaneous, uncontrollable, surprising, saddening, humiliating. In other words, I never would have guessed this would have ever happened. It literally came up into my periphery THAT FAST.

It's fucking annoying and aggravating. I feel so helpless.

I suppose, in the bigger picture, this *will* be a good thing. I also suppose that I have always hoped that something like this may have never had had to take place.